I had found a bunch of Jellyfish rarities on YouTube all uploaded by the same channel. More notably, I had found complete archives of weekly video newsletters recorded by the band in the 90s, all consisting of 1 to 2 minutes of footage where they stood in front of a green screen (with wacky backgrounds) and wore silly outfits, like even sillier than usual. There was one where Andy was wearing this black and white mod dress that I own, or at least one that looked a lot like it. He also had a parasol.

There were A LOT of these, all neatly organized in a playlist, there were almost weekly for the entirety of 1990 through 1993. I don't remember what the actual contents of these newsletters were, but I imagine they'd be a lot like their real written newsletters.

I was like "wait, is this some member's official archive channel or something?" But no, it was just some random person. I went on the channel page, and the rest of their uploads were archived livestreams of them playing G3 My Little Pony flash games, like the ones I played as a kid in 2009, and these livestreams were all like 5 hours long. Another Jellyfish-related thing that was in that channel was a fake interview with Andy, which is notable because he hasn't given a public interview since 1994. I'm not sure what "fake" entailed. I don't know if it was like, an AI deepfake thing, or fake like the Weird Al fake interviews are fake, or a secret third thing. What matters is that people in the comments thought it was real even though it said FAKE in the title.

Anyway, now I yearn for these silly stupid newsletters that don't exist. RIP dream!Andy, you slayed in my dress.