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june 26th, 2020

this dream was: confusing

i was at a graduation ceremony but it was very weird and it felt like i was in preschool. everyone was rowdy and it was a lot of chaos. my hair was in a blue mohawk. at some point it was lunchtime and they wouldn't let us out without a pass. they gave passes to me and my friend and we went to the store.

the store had two entrances but one was now a kfc and the other was a movie theater. the actual entrances were around the corner. there were 3 entrances. a 2018 version (how the store looked in 2018) a 2019 version and a 2020 version. we went thru the 2020 version first but it was pretty much empty. we went thru the 2019 version but no one was there but the employees. we asked if they were working and they said no.

we had better luck in the 2018 version, and there was a stand that only served spaghetti and i didn't want spaghetti. i went to this other place that had rotisserie chickens and i bought half of one, a bottle of water, and a bottle of iced tea. i was very confident when ordering and that's how i know it was a dream. i woke up as the cashier rung me up cuz i said my id number outloud.

june 9th, 2020

this dream was: very weird

i moved out for college. two of my friends were there with me. i was texting my friend and they were sending me songs. we were in a courtyard of sorts and my friends and i were just waiting there.... i had some food but the others had food ordered from some place. turns out that food was gross or something. my friend called a cab and we went to our new dorms.

at some point we stopped by this gas station where the friend who was texting me told us they had no sense of smell. but we continued on.

the next day i wanted to go get some pizza so i did just that. i called the same cab to get me there while my other friends were having an exam. meanwhile i didn't even know when my classes started....

when i finished my pizza i walked over to the place they were having an exam in. next to it was this pizza place with live punk music. i thought it was so dope and i wanted to get in but i had already eaten pizza somewhere else. my phone got switched out for a cellphone like this. but we called the cab and all was well.

next day my mom was coming over. we went to a mall and she started getting mad at me for no reason. i saw a craft store and the prices were ridiculously cheap so i bought a huge canvas. then i called the same cab guy and when he arrived, he didn't have his car and instead he had a strawberry shortcake motorcycle. my mom was so pissed by that she didn't wanna let go of the canvas and i had to fight her for it. i left in the motorcycle.

next day my friend who was my roommate was asking medical questions about what if her feet faced the opposite side, and i answered with "hey ur the one studying to be a doctor here not me" while i peeled off stickers from my wall. at this point i woke up.

may 11th, 2020

this dream was: very weird

i was chilling at home as one does. i was watching the news, and they said nacho from the aquabats was killed. i turned around and he was alive and right next to me. the bat commander was with him too. nacho was covered in some weird hot pink goo. he never cleaned up.

i had some blue slime in my hands and i kept playing with it throughout the rest of the dream. the power went out at some point. some random girls were trying on some extremely high heels in my kitchen. like they ended up so tall the girls reached the ceiling. my mom started talking to me about college. nacho and the bat commander were still next to me btw.

the power came back, so i kept watching the news. this time they said that a bunch of celebrities, namely zendaya, died of smallpox.

the dream was so weird and unsettling that i couldn't process it and thus i woke up at like 4am.

may 7th, 2020

this dream was: bad

i was buying some chips at my school's canteen. next to me this group of girls bought a "coffee brownie". it was not a brownie. it was just coffee grounds covered in chocolate. gross.

this cute girl was going to buy an orange soda, but for some reason she asked me to help her. she gave me her card and i was about to order for her when i started stuttering like crazy and i disappeared.

next up i was in my room. i was venting to some friends about how im gay and stupid. like, literal paragraphs about how i liked this girl and she was dating my friend and i was about to buy her an orange soda and then i chickened out and literally vanished. except i was talking to them on my family's group chat and i hadn't even noticed till the app notified me everyone had read my messages. i panicked a lot and started deleting my messages.

it was too late cuz like. everyone had read it. i saw one of my relatives was typing and i panicked so hard i woke up. bruh moment

april 21st, 2020

this dream was: cool

it was 1997-1998. i was at a venue for an aquabats concert. many things happened. i can't remember the order in which these things happened, but im gonna list them anyway.

i stole prince adam's copy of the fury of the aquabats cd. i wanted it because it had a dvd of behind the scenes extras, which was just the bats goofing around backstage. i also saw a mob of crazy fans who were chasing jaime the robot, the baron von tito and prince adam. i joined the mob to ask what was happening, but no one answered. i left the mob to avoid any trouble. this mob of ppl followed jaime and adam to a bathroom, and they both locked themselves in a stall till everyone left. tito ran away, and the mob of ppl went after him.

i was on a bar, but it was not an alcohol bar. it was like a taco bar. it looked like a regular bar, but it only served tacos. the bat commander was the bartender. next to the cash register, he had a picture where all the members of the bats had animal ears/horns/stuff like that. jaime was a sheep. the picture was of him with a wool coat and animal crossing sheep horns. next to him, there was a picture of adam. he was a goat. he had goat horns. i told the bat commander, "he's a goat? well duh, he's the Greatest Of All Time, isn't he". he nodded in response.

next up, i went thru a back door and it led to my old house. by old house i mean the house i was born in. i thought that was so weird, and asked myself, "where even is this concert?". i saw the mysterious kyu and chainsaw sitting on one of the couches. this was a part of the venue and no one questioned it but me. they were watching tv. some more stuff happened there, but i can't quite remember.

april 20th, 2020

this dream was: very weird

i was two different people. the dream was in first person, as i registered i was being me. but also, there was another me. i was walking behind her.

i was (we were?) walking to the bus stop to go to school. the other me had a face mask on and i didn't and i was panicking. my friend who was giving the the ride to schol pulled over, and crash mclarson from the aquabats, of all ppl, is on the driver's seat. apparently he was my friend's dad. now, i don't mean the real life person who plays him, i mean him as a character. he was driving, in full aquabat costume, and his personality matched too.

the other me entered the car and closed the door. i was panicking even more and then i realized i wasn't being seen or acknowledged by anyone. then i saw a relative i haven't seen in like 12 yrs and they didn't acknowledge me either i started questioning if i was even real, and i would've probably gotten a full blown panic attack if it weren't for my mom who entered my room and woke me up.

april 1st, 2020

this dream was: confusing

i had a dream where i lived in a apartment. the building was in the middle of nowhere, and the middle of a desert. i went on discord to tell my friends. one of my friends had a discord status that said "it's pronounced- you're responsible for several OSHA violations"

i said to myself "huh that's confusing" and suddenly a dm from that friend popped up saying "april fools!"

more stuff happened, but i cant quite remember.

march 4th, 2020

this dream was: very weird

my friend had a cat who was half rabbit. we let him loose for a bit and he started going over to this park and started asking for admission price. at some point he got tired of that and jumped over to the park. turns out the park looked just like my school but with rivers and A LOT of fish and flowers. everything was fine until he started eating the flowers.

everyone went wild trying to catch him but he was too fast and too jumpy. he ran away, and when we got to the front side of the park, all the fish in the river were dead. the cat was to blame. everyone had these GIGANTIC bags to pick up the fish. it was a lot of fish. about 30 ppl had bags bigger than them and that still was not enough as everyone needed more bags.

at some point my friends told me none of this was my fault (of course it wasn't. im not the owner of the cat) and then a park ranger dude who was our friend came up and we asked him if he found out about everything. he said yes and that he heard everything.

february 26th, 2020

this dream was: cool

i was just getting home and my mom was playing a game. it was one of those restaurant games from facebook. after a while i decided to play too, but at some point i got bored and went into a car. In the car we dropped off a bunch of people and then me and friend and we got to the building and we were having class there. the projector was showing my teacher who was talking live instead of a video.

once class was over both me and my friend went over to this store. they said, "would you like to go to our house". in this house there was another girl and apparently it was my friend's house and i was going to stay there for the night.

once i was done changing into my pajamas i found a my little pony customizing kit. so after changing i went over to it and spend hours customizing ponies. the kit itself had the blank ponies and it came with blank hair, and dye, and stickers and paint and a lot of stuff. it seemed like a lot of fun.

february 25th, 2020

this dream was: confusing

i was getting ready for school, when suddenly i saw my friend's pet bunny in my living room. i called her up to ask her how did it get there. she didn't answer, but magically got it back after a while. then i found the cutest lil kitten on my backyard. i fed it and it grew to adult size instantly. i saw the time was now 7:15 and i was like "oh man im late for school" so i did not go.

next thing i know im on the street waiting to be picked up by a friend, as we were going to his apartment. when we got there we had to go up the stairs and at some point a bunch of drawings fell off the stairs and i picked them up and saw they belonged to another friend who also lived there. i gave them the drawings.

when we got to my friend's apartment, there was mustard all over the couch. i thought it was weird as hell.

then i was at school, practicing for a play. apparently a bunch of butterflies had to be let loose and attack me. i was like 'im not having any of that' and started fighting them back, then ran off as that was part of the play. some kid said 'dont mess with the lesbians' then i woke up

february 20th, 2020

this dream was: confusing

i was walking down the street, and i found my friend. she asked if i wanted to hang out with the rest of my friends and i said yes of course. we arrived at the mall and everyone was at this haagen-dazs place but it was a frozen yogurt place. we were just vibin and throwing around jokes. a friend of mine had to eat 5 prunes as part of a fining system the shop had where every time u swore u had to eat 5 prunes.

after that we went to the movies, can't remember what the movie was about but at the end there was a screening of a video that looked like it was from the late 2000s, in which a guy gave a speech on why science is important and why u shouldn't assault ppl.

after that we went to another frozen yogurt place but for a second i got transported to my house where there was a bunch of aquabats merch on the couch. it was mostly all for me. then i realized i was on a video call with my discord friends all along. i panicked and went to school with a piece of chocolate-filled bread in hand. then i saw my friend again. she kissed me and i woke up.

february 17th, 2020

this dream was: confusing

i dreamt there was a missile launching site next to my house, and they kept launching rockets that almost crashed, but they never did. at one point they decided to launch a nuclear warhead and i started freaking out and having a meltdown about it. i told my mum i loved her and i hid in my room. they never launched anything.

when i got out, it was my birthday, and i had invited some people to my party, there were a few of my classmates and this one dude i haven't seen since 2016. we talked about the aquabats a lot. we started exchanging art and then i woke up.

february 16th, 2020

this dream was: very weird

i dreamt i was playing a game on the computer and then my friends and i were like "hey go outside its 2am let's chill" and i said yes. we went outside and we wrote on journals and then went back home. i was at my friend's birthday and we decided to go outside. outside was a big graveyard of sorts. a big grave was had graffiti related to the band primus, despite the fact that none of the members r dead irl. we kept looking for a bit and we found this tiny shack. we entered and found our other friends. then went to the house again and started deciding what to do for this school play.

at some point we chose to do it about peace, and then i scrolled thru insta stories. i saw that a band i liked had released a new song. it was called 'uncharacteristic planet' and it was about earth. it sounded like tmbg's song 'till my head falls off', and the first line said "there's something uncharacteristic about our planet"

anyway i watched the video for the song and it began kinda like an aquabats parody, they entered an apartment thru the window, and they were dressed in blue coveralls with a word in them, each playing an aquabat. 'commander' was LOUD, 'catboy' was CAT, 'adam' was DICTIONARY, 'chainsaw' was WOOD and 'crash' was SPIT. then they just got out of "bats costume" and partied for the rest of the video.

when i stopped watching, i looked up and i was not at home anymore. i was running away from some weird thing that looked like gengar, and i outran it a lot. i was at the local supermarket, which is about 2km away from my house. then i saw a big explosion in the direction of my house. i thought it destroyed everything but turns out the explosion was trying to protect me and tried to eliminate gengar. the explosion hit me, and after it did i was back home. except it wasn't my house, i was at my grandpa's house? practicing the school play from earlier with my friends. one friend who isn't in school anymore was there. a random anime girl was there too. she said she loved skirts and i said 'yeah'.

february 11th, 2020

this dream was: very weird

this dream for some reason was entirely black and white and it went like this: i was sleeping and i woke up in my room and there was this gigantic tower fan next to my bed. like im talking 8ft tall. it didn't make as much noise as my actual fan in my actual room so i found it unnerving and also my ears were ringing more than usual.

i got up from bed and i realized my closet was not there and then i went outside my room and now there was another room in my house. it was long as heck and very big. when i got to the end of it my closet was there. i asked my mum how did it get there. she said she just picked it up and put it there. the whole dream had a very unnerving vibe.

february 2nd, 2020

this dream was: very weird

this dream was pretty short, as i had it when i took a nap

jay animal crossing had a cooking show but he didn't cook anything, he started listing a bunch of emotions and then said those were the recipes. then he said to buy his new cookbook that was that same list of emotions. he said if u ordered it online u could customize it to get the emotions u wanted. after that another cooking show came up, this time it was a random person making cookies and then they said 'charlie u bastard, happy be worse day'

january 30th, 2020

this dream was: confusing

ok some things happened before this that i can't quite remember. but at some point i was in my room taking pictures and the camera caught all these lil red ants in surprisingly high detail. i was like 'woah' then i went over to my bed and there was this seahorse thing? it was green. it was swimming. somehow. i googled it and it said it was called a seadra like the pokemon and that it laid eggs on a pouch but only once a week. i looked over and the pouch was there with an egg. i didn't want it on my bed so i carefully grabbed it and put it on a fish tank that was in my room for some reason.

after that i was asked if i wanted ice cream and i said yes. while i waited it turned out i had a presentation for biology due the next day. i got my computer and went over to a forum. apparently my teacher was communicating with us thru said forum. he admitted he never finished reading this random book, for some reason. i looked up from the screen, and i was at school. my friend was sitting next to me, reading that book.

january 22nd, 2020

this dream was: very weird

ok so earth was falling apart and somehow everything in this earth got compressed on this microscopic laser beam that traveled across the galaxy. the journey was years long but no one changed or aged. whenever u went outside there were animals of all kinds. they were terrifying cuz now u were the same size as everything. eventually we hit a planet and the beam turned into an explosion that left everything exactly in place. city structures were the same, and everything was back to normal size. it was as if nothing had happened. of course, this planet was different from earth.

when that was over my mum was cooking some chicken. she asked if i was gonna eat and i said no cuz i was gonna go to subway with my friends. my friends and i went there and got a sub that was life three feet long. it was a meatball one and it also had spaghetti in it. when we were done eating i left.

my mum was there with me again and we went over to this mall. we saw a gay couple arguing about which car was theirs, as when they got compressed into the laser beam it seemed as that scrambled the letters on their license plate. we entered the mall and didn't do much.

next i was in uniform crossing the street. i didn't go to school and instead i went to this supermarket next to it. i saw my friend who's also the girl i have a crush on. she had finally come back from vacation. i was so happy i hugged her so hard i clung to her for like 15 minutes. then i kissed her and after that i did pull away from the hug. she didn't acknowledge the fact that i kissed her. (imma be honest, this whole part felt so real :[ ouch)

after walking around and getting her used to living here again after that whole 'we switched planets' thing, we found another one of our friends crying in a corner bc some dude wouldn't pay attention to her. then we walked with her for a while and went back to school. then we both sat down next to her to offer moral support. i think i woke up after that.

january 9th, 2020

this dream was: cool

i was at an aquabats concert. the stage was ring-shaped and it encircled the audience, which was in the middle of it.

it was one of those big shows with past members of the aquabats. catboy who's on trumpet irl was on guitar in this dream, so they had 3 guitarists.

at some point, jimmy the robot came up from behind prince adam and stole the crown he was wearing. jimmy ran around the entire stage screaming "WAHOO" and then adam noticed his crown was missing.

he teleported and appeared on top of jimmy's shoulders, and took his crown back. then jimmy kept running around the stage a couple more times, with adam sitting on his shoulders. then they resumed playing the music. the mc bat commander made a comment that was like "alright calm down boys" at some point.

january 3rd, 2020

this dream was: very weird

we were having dinner at my old house. my mum was unbelievably mad at me for using my phone while it was charging. idk why but she was super super mad. after that i came out to her as a lesbian and that seemed to make her more upset. idk why i did that, that was dumb.

one of my discord friends was there and asked me if i could stand on a chair so he could take a pic for a pose reference. so i did. afterwards he did a graffiti of john flansburgh from tmbg in the same pose i was in. he labeled it 'propaganda'and signed it. then he left.

then dinner was served. it was pasta. another one of my discord friends was having dinner with me. we talked a bit and then went outside. i decided to go to this convenience store which was all the way across a hill. before i could cross the final street i had to wait for all these kids on bikes to ride past us. it was like a tour de france, but with kids. also worth mentioning that the sky was clear as if it was noon. but it wasn't. it was dinner time.

then i entered the store. apparently some of the clerks already knew me. i spent a few minutes there and then the power went out. at that point the sky began to get dark and i decided to go back home.

back home i just fell asleep cuz i had school the next day.

then when i woke up trying to get ready for school i realized one of my bags got stolen. it was a bag i don't actually own irl, but whatever. it was white and it had a drawing of mine on it. i remembered i had left that bag at school for one of my friends to take care of. so i walked over to school.

when i was about to cross the street i saw this cute girl, and she told me to wait for her so we could cross the street together. i never saw her again after we did tho.

when i got to school, the first thing i noticed was that every teacher and staff member had these rolls of wrapping paper in hand. everyone saw me and was like "uh-oh". first thing i did was ask my friend for the bag. he didn't have it, so i punched him and immediately regretted it and apologized. then i went to the principal's office cuz that's where lost items always end up.

so i went there and everyone started going "uh-oh" and grimacing. the principal told me my bag might have possibly gotten stolen by this weird company. coincidentally it was the same company that delivered the wrapping paper to everyone. after digging around websites (including this one) we concluded that company sold items with stolen artwork. after more digging we were able to track em down. however at this point i woke up.